He’s everything I’ve ever wanted and more , he loves me with his whole heart and soul he sees past my self pity and sadness , he still smiles at me when he knows I’m dying inside .  He’s amazing and I can’t take care of  him like he adores and takes care of me.   I’m broken and he loves me like I’m WHOLE …..I’m dying inside and he’s so alive so giving and committed….I’m a failure to repeat my crime of having depression….and he lives to love me and my daughters,  he is a true blessing and a gift from God.  Without him…….I am a one finned fish swimming in circles…..he is my anchor