I’m not a book expert of Depresaion but a sufferer and survivor for the last 20 years …….loosing my happiness one step, one moment and one second at a time……even my memories ……
He’s everything I’ve ever wanted and more , he loves me with his whole heart and soul he sees past my self pity and sadness , he still smiles at me when he knows I’m dying inside . He’s amazing and I can’t take care of him like he adores and takes care of me. I’m broken and he loves me like I’m WHOLE …..I’m dying inside and he’s so alive so giving and committed….I’m a failure to repeat my crime of having depression….and he lives to love me and my daughters, he is a true blessing and a gift from God. Without him…….I am a one finned fish swimming in circles…..he is my anchor
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This is how I envision my life without depression, this is how I wish I could see the world and everything in it. This is how I think it will look when I one day get better……the sun will always shine as when I’m better i will deserve it for all its beauty.